recovery of a broken heart

soo this weekend was a little confusing for me. i didnt do much of anythng an i hardly had a great time, i played pool in white plains, but i left my good friend Fresh home. long story but because she wasnt there to laugh at my jokes or make me feel better, i guess you can say it wasnt the best day of my life. So on with the blog. a few days later i get home, chillin on the couch, or as my dear friend simba would say lampin! all week im blasting the usher cd confessions in my truck, yes ya girl rolls deep, but im think this situation is the craziest situations ive ever heard of. but then come to find out the shit is a pefect fit to my life right now. so lets say im chilli, my hubby is usher an he def had relations (as ex pres mr. clinton would say) with some next chick an she gave birth to a healthy baby boy on sat. an the best news. he might be the baby's father. hummm whats a girl to do, our 4 year anniversary is in a month an this is a situation that'll make any chick up an bounce. so whats a girl to do?