you say you love me
but you constantly hurt me
shooting at my heart
the disappointment is your amo
my heart the target
dig my grave with your upsets
bury me with your lies
cover my body with your love
say a prayer for my soul
rest in peace to our memories
guys suck point blank!
Sunday, January 14, 2007
Tuesday, January 09, 2007
just a lil fun!
just been on my keishhh shit. cant complain '07 really aint different from '05 or '06. .but whatever...hit the bar for a lil celebration...
feelings....nothing but feelings
Past couple nights i've bene stuck...just up all night, this is what i came up with
never thought i'd find my self stuck in the fork in the road, when i was younger i knew what i wanted out of life, i knew what would make me happy i knew where i wanted to be at this point. but god has arranged a different floral plan and outline for me and my future path that he thinks i shouldn't walk alone. many people have come and tried to take this heart of mine, used flashy jewls fast cars, big pockets- huge wallets and cunning smiles. nothings worked. nothings held my heart captive for longer than a few moments, over analyzing what i want is something that my mind is use to doing, its not that i don't have great friends, great family and a great talent that hasn't been ignored, its juts that my heart feels and sees something that my head doesn't agree with, take the path that is already beaten down, paved and shines with glee, or take the road that leads to uncertainty that leads to a path unknown, shall i be the one that lays the foundation to make the road known, do the unexpected love the unexpected and understand the unexpected, think, feel breathe, love life life. all unexpectedly.
...(this came right after, guess i was on a role)....
with you i found life,with you my life found meaning, it found a purpose. it found a way to love again. it found a way to mean something thats worth more than any precious gem in the world. we've worked so hard for what we have, we tried so long to make this thing we call us work, we've done the unexpected we've tested the raging waters and we've sailed the tiny ship to a land undiscovered. we've built a life off of foundation, a blueprint to a life that was shaky from when we first met. im not sure if this is what i want, but i know if ilet you go, i'd never be able to find that inspiration that you gave me, if i stay i know i wont be able to breathe because you suffocate me with your love and lies. not sure if the grass is greener on the other side, if it is, shall i go test the pigment? if i don't go i'd regret not trying something new. i use to be adventerous, use to be the epitome of what every daughter should be. but im not sure what i want.
never thought i'd find my self stuck in the fork in the road, when i was younger i knew what i wanted out of life, i knew what would make me happy i knew where i wanted to be at this point. but god has arranged a different floral plan and outline for me and my future path that he thinks i shouldn't walk alone. many people have come and tried to take this heart of mine, used flashy jewls fast cars, big pockets- huge wallets and cunning smiles. nothings worked. nothings held my heart captive for longer than a few moments, over analyzing what i want is something that my mind is use to doing, its not that i don't have great friends, great family and a great talent that hasn't been ignored, its juts that my heart feels and sees something that my head doesn't agree with, take the path that is already beaten down, paved and shines with glee, or take the road that leads to uncertainty that leads to a path unknown, shall i be the one that lays the foundation to make the road known, do the unexpected love the unexpected and understand the unexpected, think, feel breathe, love life life. all unexpectedly.
...(this came right after, guess i was on a role)....
with you i found life,with you my life found meaning, it found a purpose. it found a way to love again. it found a way to mean something thats worth more than any precious gem in the world. we've worked so hard for what we have, we tried so long to make this thing we call us work, we've done the unexpected we've tested the raging waters and we've sailed the tiny ship to a land undiscovered. we've built a life off of foundation, a blueprint to a life that was shaky from when we first met. im not sure if this is what i want, but i know if ilet you go, i'd never be able to find that inspiration that you gave me, if i stay i know i wont be able to breathe because you suffocate me with your love and lies. not sure if the grass is greener on the other side, if it is, shall i go test the pigment? if i don't go i'd regret not trying something new. i use to be adventerous, use to be the epitome of what every daughter should be. but im not sure what i want.
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