DEDICATED
i guess you can say im new to this 'blog thing' but at the same time im not. I've always written something about how i feel or jus my thoughts, I can say its the first time that I've made them public. But on the real i must give it up to my best homie til death named ramone. honestly ladies and gents, this cat is the best. always around when i need to talk, always ready to snap me back to reality. more or less i can say he's been there for me more than i have been there for him. in actuality you can say this is my way to repay him for all the bullshit hes put up with. (good thing we aint datin cuz i wouldda lost a great friend along time ago). to continue on my homie ramone, i must enligten you on some of the advice he's given me.
**i wanted to move to cali to start fresh, to start new, to find my true purpose in life. an my dear ramone made it clear to me that i was running away from something, an moving to cali would be a great move in 3 years. at first i was pissed that my dear friend didnt support my ideas off bat an he was jus sayin that to make me stay, but while i was thinkin about what he said a few days later i did confess that i was running. Damnn having to admit youre wrong isnt the easiest thing in the world. but i thought long and it hit me, i was running from my future that was pre-planned for me, with my voice being tunned out from what i really wanted my heart an mind to say. i am my own person an i rather pave the way for myself an my kids that walk down a path that was pre-paved for me. but damn the thought of livin in cali is still what i want to do. but i guess i can wait, an plus i would miss talkin to hollywood reed everyday.**
-i'll keep you posted on my progress with summer, school, my thoughts, my book, an my love life *pshh love life*
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