niggaz are unbelievable

my heart just broke into a thousand and one pieces, and I'm begining to notice that its not hurting me anymore. Is that because im immune to being hurt? Does it mean that I'm puttin up with unwanted bullshit that i dont need in my life? Does this mean that the one that loves me, is the one that hurts me the most? I don't know anymore, I just wish I knew what was in store for me. Shorties are Ruthless now a days, and they going after everything! even my man! aint that some shit? everytime i feel like we making progress it seems like we getting kicked back 4 more places.