...So I have a few problems, 1. being that I have insomnia, which causes me to be up at the most random hours of the night, for no reason. & 5 am rolls around on the clock, and due to some previous fighting with (some LAME ass, as Sos' would call him) I've just been in the worst moods and the deepest funks ever. Im bbm'n a friend, and texting the other (how ironic that 2 of my homies are up at the same time as me) and we start talking, and my hands just start typing...
5am
Holds secrets I often try and forget
Realizing that these dreams I can't escape
Reality is all around
no matter how hard I try and change
Deep in my heart
my pillows hold my shame
shady secret filled weekend
empty promises filled with lies
excuses covered in smiles
the only thing consistent in my life
is my inconsistency to love
my bed reminds me
of the trouble I caused
the laughs that I have ruined
the memories that were once sweet
now turned sour
hoping to be forgotten
I catalog my mistakes
and breeze through them
as I Iay awake
starring off into oblivion
I promise to change
while i devise a plan
to always remain the same
to cover my tracks better
and live without shame
5 am holds these secrets
and my heart, with no shame
-vintaget
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