music talks to me

I'm heavily into music and everything that it represents, but most of all I really believe that music talks to me. It might sound crazy, but hear me out. Have you ever come across a song, or an album where you just find yourself vibin' too, bumpin, feelin it in your veins lyrics, just shit that you can relate to...*insert memorable album here* I have, and as crazy as it sounds, music is still apart of me.

So, Im on the train, and I Wonder comes on by Kanye West on my ipod, and I play this song 3 times in a row. Now I know the lyrics by heart, but for some reason, each verse took on a new meaning. I broke it down...


Find your dreams come true
And I wonder if you know
What it means, what it means
And I wonder if you know
What it means, what it means
And I wonder if you know
What it means to find your dreams

"I know what my dreams are, and honestly I know each will come soon eventually. 1. I want to teach, I hope to have my own daycare center, continue to travel the world (I have 3 continents left to see), write my own books, and have a publishing company, because trying to get published now is a b!tcH!


I've been waiting on this my whole life
these dreams be waking me up at night

since I intern for two different places and I have a part time job,(lets not mention what I do while I'm in school) but I finally realize that all of my hard work will eventually pay off.

you say I think I'm never wrong
you know what, maybe you're right, ight

im really never wrong when it comes to certain things, and eventually I get my way...


You say he get on your fucking nerves
you hope that he get what he deserves, word
do you even remember what the issue is
you just trying to find where the tissue is
you can still be who you wish you is
it ain't happen yet
and that's what the intuition is
when you hop back in the car
drive back to the crib
Run back to their arms
the smokescreens
the chokes and the screams
you ever wonder what it all really mean

Dudes that I come across just drive me insane. I mean, where is the courting the dates, the phone calls, the text messages? Now everything is based on, when you coming thru, whats good for the night? some lame shit, everyone too good to settle down all of a sudden?
Sometimes I wish I was the old me, stand my grounds, tell my opinion, even when its not needed but when I get around certain people, I just keep hush an stay to myself, no good.


and I'm back on my grind
a psychic read my lifeline
told me in my lifetime
my name would help light up the Chicago skyline
and that's what I'm
seven o'clock, that's primetime
heaven'll watch, God calling from the hotlines
why he keep giving me hot lines

So my friends are the "psychics, and they believe that I will be a writer, teacher, everything that I want to be, my hot lines, my books will eventually get published, lord willing"

i'm a star, how could I not shine
how many ladies in the house
how many ladies in the house without a spouse
something in your blouse got me feeling so aroused
what you about
on that independent shit
trade it all for a husband and some kids
you ever wonder what it all really mean
you ever wonder if you'll find your dreams

Im good I cant do the husband and kids right now, since there is so much that I want to do with life, before I bring a mini me into this world....