raw and uncut

this is unedited sooo dont get mad, its still raw!

not only feeling alone, my heart is empty like a carton of milk that was just thrown away. molded, and fueled by lies and love, i turned my back on what i grew to love and understand. living isn't about what's in what's out. lead by distractions and a crowd of people drapped with blind folds on their eyes and their hearts, mutilating everything they belived in, they trade in their faith for fly kicks, their morals for the name brand jeans and their personalities they sell their souls for whats in. the gossip the fairy tales, the story unfolds. spending money on things they cant even pronounce, staying around people that are faker than implants, they use the seeds from what they see on t.v and plant them in their brains, growing roots from their asses, and loosing respect for those who helped water their dirt help them gain sun shine showed them how to deal with hurt. to be a support system, steps on a ladder to get them where they need to be, a dream that will not be deflated, it will not be a dream deferred...too be finished....later ?